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oursin ([personal profile] oursin) wrote2026-03-03 05:57 pm

Maybe I'm missing something

Have just been reading a very odd book - sortes ereader, something it appears I bought when you could still convert Kindle books to Kobo epub, cannot recall if it was something someone had recommended or what.

LH Johnson, Tell Me of a Girl (2018) - independently published, a retelling of The Secret Garden.

I am not sure why. Because usually if people are doing a retelling they are remixing or shaking up in some way? Okay, this did do some kind of vaguely different backstory of Mary's relationship with her mother, but otherwise it followed the story pretty exactly though leaving stuff out, and much of what was actually in the original seemed terribly washed out.

Characters who are vivid presences in the original seemed muted (Martha, Ben Weatherstaff, Dickon, the robin) - and devoid of Yorkshire speech to boot.

One might have expected that maybe a retelling might do what that recent reworking of Katy did and be a bit more disability positive, but no.

Mary Lennox is already a stroppy young person who doesn't exactly need to grab more agency, hmmm?

It's also done in a rather annoying typographical style.

At the end the author indicates that it's not only in dialogue with Burnett's original but with a whole swathe of scholarship on Golden Age children's lit. Maybe it came out of the project for a course???

I could see it sort of working as the basis of a rather moody atmospheric movie version?

Has anyone else come across this? I'm really not sure what to make of it.

Whatever ([syndicated profile] scalziwhatever_feed) wrote2026-03-03 05:45 pm

The Big Idea: Kirsten Karschock

Posted by Athena Scalzi

Does a mad scientist do what they do out of sheer love of the game, or because they can’t just up and quit doing the whole mad science thing? Do they love their work, or is it just unhealthy obsession? Author Kirsten Kaschock looks at some of fiction’s most well-known inventors in the Big Idea for her newest novel, An Impossibility of Crows, drawing parallels between herself, her main character, and all the truly mad creators of the past.

KIRSTEN KASCHOCK:

A crow the size of a horse.

The dream terrified me but not the way you’d think. I was drawn in. A little hypnotized. Even in the dream I wanted to understand how the thing came into being. And, in the dream, the crow wasn’t threatening me—just doing crow things.

The crow kept coming back, not at night, but in my wandering mind or whenever I saw an actual crow. I’d look at one walking in the snow or huddled in a tree and think to myself, “What if?” That’s when I started sketching the crow’s maker: Agnes Krahn. 

I needed to know who would decide to build (I often call it building rather than breeding for reasons I can’t quite explain) a crow of such size and why? To figure that out, I started writing as if I were Agnes—a scientist, of course—commenting on her world in real time. The book had to be a diary. But because she was a scientist, an ex-chemist to be exact, Agnes also included her research in these pages. And then, other odds and ends kept arriving, including letters from Agnes’s long dead mother. It wasn’t until that moment that I realized that the book would be so closely linked to Mary Shelley’s Frankenstein—which is also epistolary and multivocal. But there was already a marked difference. Agnes, unlike Victor Frankenstein, is a woman.

How many other unhinged women scientists have found their way into literature? Fewer, I’d wager than their male counterparts. I imagined Agnes’s reasons for building Solo (the crow’s name is Solo) to be different than most of the mad scientists’ I have read, and more like Mary Shelley’s own backstory: never knowing her own mother, her loss of a child, a need to prove herself to the poets among which she found herself. 

I knew Agnes wasn’t driven by ego or ambition, exactly. She isn’t selfless either. God no. But her obsession with increasing the size of the bird has a reason other than narcissism: she wants to provide her daughter with wings.

This is where Agnes and the character of Victor F. part ways. When I realized why Agnes was building Solo, she started to resemble other creators from other stories. 

Agnes wants to give her daughter this crow, but what her daughter thinks or feels about this is irrelevant. Agnes is trying to provide an escape route for someone who—I learned while writing her—does not feel particularly trapped. But Agnes is oblivious to how her daughter perceives herself. In this way, Agnes is as monstrous as most mothers. 

The model I used for their relationship is actually that of a father and son—Daedalus and Icarus. I’ve long loved this Greek myth, although it was taught to me as a tragedy of disobedience: warned about the dangers of flight, Icarus cannot help but fly too close to the sun. But what if the fault lies with Daedalus, who should have known his child better? In my novel, Agnes does not know her daughter at all. This is both their tragedy and another mystery I had to solve: Why doesn’t she? Writing a Gothic Horror novel turned into a bit of a rabbit hole… a Russian doll. The book kept asking me why things are the way they are. Why people do the things they do. And at the bottom of every version of Agnes I found another woman, another layer of hurt.

To be honest, this is why I write in the first place. To get to the under-questions, the ones below the surfaces of thought.

Solo, the crow, is in some ways a cipher: a darkness onto which I was reading human nature. But Solo is also very real. He is an immense crow, with all the intelligence of a crow (maybe more), and thus he is horrifying in his own right. That’s how we read each other, too. We know people as what they are to us, and only if we are incredibly lucky and attentive do we ever learn who they are beyond our needs, fears, and desires of them.

Agnes is the only one in the book who doesn’t see Solo as an existential threat, or not until it is too late. She may not admit it to herself, but as she builds him—he grows into a replacement for her daughter rather than a gift to her. She is Mary Shelley. She is Victor Frankenstein. She is Daedalus. And she is Gepetto. As she gets more and more drawn into her experiment, her attention to her family wanes and her devotion to the crow increases. I, myself, am married to a scientist. I am an artist. We have both done this with our work. We do this. Agnes is also him. And she is me.

Her madness I am familiar with: Agnes wants to create a life larger than her own. Somehow, she believes that Solo can free her from her guilt and grief. 

The big idea in An Impossibility of Crows is this: when you bury your feelings they don’t stay dead—and when they rise up, they may find a form beyond any you can hope to control. I began writing with a single frightening image. I moved quickly from there to considering the crow’s creator. Then, in seeking to understand Agnes, I progressed through a series of models towards my own reasons for making. 

I had a teacher once who said that writers only write about three things: sex, death, and writing. And then there’s this old joke: if it’s not one thing, it’s your mother. I think many things can be true at once. Nothing is ever Solo. And everything is. 

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serafaery ([personal profile] serafaery) wrote2026-03-03 09:14 am

insta break.

Taking a break from instagram. Did not realize how attached to it I have become, lately. It's such an ugly place. It didn't used to be. I don't know if my feed changed or my friends there changed, I can't tell. My account got reported for posts about feeling sad. Super angry about it. If I actually pay attention to the content of that place, despite how hard I try to keep it to pretty photos and animals and outdoors, it's so much depressing horrible (mostly political) stuff. How can you not expect people who absorb that to get depressed? Hypocrites. I gotta get out of there. I have justified its use for work, but I don't really get much business from that site. It's 99% word of mouth, and 1% facebook.

Will have to find more books while I'm away from there. Maybe I'll just stick to Avalanche posts and nothing else, from now on, I dunno. I think it's time to go.

...

I did get outside at 2:30am and clouds had rolled in, but I waited patiently for a gap and got to see one second of an eerie crescent. I love the black parts of lunar eclipses, the reddish/brown part is not my favorite actually. The different-shaped crescents touch something in my heart.

I still feel terrible. Disrupted sleep isn't helpful. But it's okay. I will be in Vegas tomorrow night, and hopefully in real sunshine all day Thursday, Friday, and much of Saturday.

I will not share photos of red rock canyon to instagram.
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kazzy_cee ([personal profile] kazzy_cee) wrote2026-03-03 05:15 pm
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sømand ([personal profile] soemand) wrote2026-03-03 11:28 am

Taxes: Done, Filed, and Out of My Life (for Another Year)

Well, it’s official: taxes are done and filed. Yup, I’m one of those eager beavers who likes to get ’er done early. While everyone else is still hunting for receipts or pretending tax season isn’t happening, I’m over here hitting “submit” like it’s a competitive sport.

There’s something deeply satisfying about clearing this annual hurdle before the rush. A little smug? Maybe. A lot relieved? Absolutely. Now I get to sit back, sip something warm, and enjoy the sweet, sweet feeling of being ahead of the game.

Here’s to early victories and one less thing on the to‑do list.
The Comics Curmudgeon ([syndicated profile] joshreadscomics_feed) wrote2026-03-03 12:27 pm

In these times

Posted by Josh

Comics Curmudgeon readers! Do you love this blog and yearn for a novel written by its creator? Well, good news: Josh Fruhlinger's The Enthusiast is that novel! It's even about newspaper comic strips, partly. Check it out!

Luann, 3/3/26

Look, man, I get that comic strip time is in some ways just an insurmountable problem for strips where the characters don’t really age, but the way you get around this problem is by just kind of ignoring it and not by having your character mention the impact that an important historical event that happened 25 years ago had on their career journey. Is Brad in his mid 40s now? Is Luann a period piece that takes place sometime before 2012 or so? Does Luann take place in an alternate universe where 9/11 happened in, like, 2019? Those are the three options, and you brought this on yourself by being specific, Luann.

Mary Worth, 3/3/26

“That’s just the way of the world these days! No doubt she’s spending her time convincing a much older man that she’s his girlfriend and getting him to send her intermittent Venmo payments. That’s the 21st century for you!”

Pluggers, 3/3/26

BIG NEWS: Pluggers have heard about ChatGPT and they think it’s for … finding mayonnaise? We might have to consider shutting down human society and technological advances entirely until we can figure out what’s going on.

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serafaery ([personal profile] serafaery) wrote2026-03-03 01:49 am

Avalanche is fine, she escaped from the back yard but I found her.

Just got a rush of adrenaline - I went to bed super early after a day that kind of wrecked me (or maybe I was already wrecked from the depressive episode I'm in and had a normal day, hard to tell sometimes) so crashed super early when I got home. I had left the cat door open like usual, when Josh went to bed he told me Avalanche had gone outside, this was maybe close to 11pm.

I woke up at 1am with no Avalanche, which is not normal - she sleeps with me all night, even when the cat door is open. I got up and combed the house from her, then back outside where I discovered that our back gate on the side yard was standing wide open.

Josh uses this gate to pull the trash bins out and it's trash night, so I don't know if he accidentally didn't latch it properly - he just installed a new latch on it, but one that doesn't lock - or if someone came through and opened it - occasionally we have people come looking through the bins for cans/bottles and maybe they saw the no-lock latch and helped themselves? There is a lightbulb laying in our neighbor's driveway randomly, so it looks like maybe someone was having an episode? (There is a halfway house across Hall blvd a few blocks away, apparently they wander around and sometimes aren't doing so great while in recovery.) Anyway, no sign of Avalanche.

It's a beeeaaauuuutiful night, so I came in and told Josh what happened and turned on the torch on my phone and started searching around each house around ours, first all of our bushes, then the neighbor's, then the next neighbor's, and so on.

I called the whole time. But cats in general will just stay hidden when they're scared or in unfamiliar territory, so I didn't count on her to come to me, and kept calling and looking and looking and calling.

Walked down Hall, the busy blvd one street over, calling into the blackberry bushes, listening, calling. Trying not to completely panic, trying to fight back thoughts of living without Avalanche for the rest of my life.

Turned a corner and went into the open property where the deer cross through, did not care about trespassing, was focused on finding my cat.

Found her! Waaaaay back in some bushes but I saw her little eyes and a little white cloud in the bushes and knew right away because this cute fuzzy vulnerable animal did not run from me.

She just kept doing what she was doing, sniffing and enjoying herself. She seemed a little scared but not too bad. Like, oh, mom found me, thought I heard her, I am probably not supposed to be here, I might have not figured out how to get home, but it's nice here, and mom's here now, I think I'll keep sniffing. She should have heard me easily and could have come toward my voice and slipped back through the hole in the open fence she most likely used to get where she was, and could have come to me when I first started calling, but no, she stayed and waited for me to reach her physically. I crept closer while calling and kneeling and eventually she started picking her way toward me gingerly through the wet leaves (the long grass was very dewy) and I scooped her up no problem.

There is a board missing between this property and our neighbor's, you can see our house through it, but I couldn't fit through. When I took Avi to that gap, she struggled to get out of my arms to go home as she could see it from there. I set her down for a sec and held onto her and tried to call Josh. Alas, we both have our phones on silence at night, and while Apple has a setting that will ring audibly on a second immediate call, Androids do not have this feature, so no amount of calls were getting to him.

So I had to carry Avi the long way down Hall blvd and back to our street around all the neighbor's houses.

She blessedly stayed calm in my arms this whole time, and was very curious to see everything on this street she had never seen before and took it all in eagerly. Part of me is glad she saw this, so if she ever ends up anywhere around there (hopefully this never happens again, but just in case!), she'll hopefully recognize it and be able to navigate home.

She usually never lets me carry her for any distance, so I think part of her knew this was important.

Such a good girl.

Once we were in clear view of the house she started squirming but not so much I couldn't hold on. I should have brought a leash in retrospect. But anyway, we got in the house no problem. Then I still couldn't find Josh anywhere, until he finally came back from wherever he had gone. He is a very unhappy camper. I was super angry he didn't answer his phone when I found her, super angry that he got a latch that didn't lock, super angry that maybe he accidentally left the gate open, but all of this was vastly overpowered by my relief at finding my cat. I did not express any of this anger. He also tried to call me and I realized my phone was also silenced so I was just as guilty as him for this oversight - totally understandable at 1am - so when I finally found him, I just explained what happened and where I found her and how, and that we a) need to turn on our phones when something happens in the middle of the night and b) need to get a locking latch for the gate. Josh asked why I hadn't put an air tag on Avi's collar yet, also a valid question. I have never used one and the one I was gifted is several years old, sitting unopened in a box, so have been intimidated by the process of trying to figure out how to use it, and adding it to her collar is another thing, would the extra weight bother her? Would the holder I got actually work? So I hadn't done so yet. My bad. That would have been really helpful tonight! Fortunately, I grew up with cats and know where they tend to go when they escape and don't want to come back in. Usually some nearby bush on someone's property, within a couple hundred feet. Just use a flashlight and look for the little glowy eyes. Easy to miss so you might have to look twice.

The eclipse is starting! I'm so wired from the event that I might just stay up for the whole thing. It will be fully eclipsed at 3-something am, another hour from now.

It was downright warm today and is a warm balmy night, the first we've had. It was actually really pleasant walking home with her. Not a single car went by on the usually busy boulevard. So peaceful. With a fuzzy-sided full moon overhead, lighting our way. Once we were inside, Avi wanted to go back outside immediately, she was having a great time, but now she's snuggled on my bed like nothing happened.

Oh the joys of having a spoiled little princess cat. Oof.
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The Wayne ([personal profile] thewayne) wrote2026-03-02 11:43 pm

If you're in the USA and needing a new office/computer chair....

If you have a local Staples, they may be having a clearance sale on them. I picked up a nice Staples-labeled chair for about half-off, took me about half an hour to assemble it. The instructions were excellent: Ikea-like, but included words. ;-) I was a little frustrated in that I didn't find the instructions until I'd pretty much emptied the box, they were in a plastic bag taped with the screw assortment (which is nicely segregated according to what step they are needed for) which was then taped to the box holding the pneumatic cylinder.

MUCH more comfortable than the wood dining table chair that I had been sitting on, it was absolutely horrible for my back! I should clear the floor a bit and slide my PC tower over a little to give the poodle a bit more room to get under the table. It's not a perfect chair, but for $160, it's awfully darn good!

At least at my Staples, they're clearing room to install a Party City, or some other silliness. Personally I think it's a bad idea, but hey, they didn't ask me.
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asakiyume ([personal profile] asakiyume) wrote2026-03-02 04:48 pm

live to fight another day...

In 2018, Wakanomori and I went for the first time to Colombia. We went just as an election was happening. We were in Bogotá, and we ended up walking through rallies for both candidates--the progressive ex-guerrilla and the conservative son of privilege. We ended up with some of the flyers for the progressive guy--they were bright and optimistic, and I made them into postcards:







We didn't know much about Colombian politics at the time, but we hoped he'd win:

But he lost. The conservative candidate, Iván Duque, won.

But then in 2022, the progressive ex-guerrilla won. And that's Gustavo Petro, who's in office now. So you know ... change does happen.

My microfiction for today was partially inspired by the memory of picking up those flyers. )
Whatever ([syndicated profile] scalziwhatever_feed) wrote2026-03-02 07:48 pm

New Cover: “Valley Winter Song”

Posted by John Scalzi

I woke up this morning and there was a whole new blanket of snow on the ground. Which I don’t love! Here in March! But I guess it is still technically winter for another three weeks, and also, it made this particular cover song I was working on more appropriate. The original is from Fountains of Wayne, which is best known for “Stacy’s Mom,” although songs like this one are rather more in line with the songwriting typical of the group. This is one of my favorites, and a little bit of a deep cut. But deep cuts can be good sometimes. Enjoy.

— JS

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oursin ([personal profile] oursin) wrote2026-03-02 08:21 pm

Hedjog b flopp

Two reading groups - one in person, one online - on consecutive days - plus various assorted frazzlements - has left me not feeling like coming up with the wonted witty badinage and repartee to delight dr rdrz.

(Who said 'What witty badinage and repartee'???)

Moderately entertaining coincidence: RL book group was being hosted in a part of London in which (lightly disguised) work discussed in online group takes place (snarked at by the author). I suspect it has changed Quite A Lot since those days....

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Talking of London: Square Mile strikes back: how the City of London is fighting disinformation about crime. I discover from that that we have a Lady Mayor of London, and upon further research, she is not even the first woman to hold the office but the first to take the style of Lady Mayor, go her.

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Do we not find it annoying when academic publishers do not reveal, until you have actually made a purchase, that their ebooks can only be consumed via their walled-garden app? In this particular instance at least the work was open-access and I had not taken a loss except in the expenditure of time in the process. But really. If you are offering your product as a ebook, I think this should be made clear from the outset.

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